Saturday, April 30, 2005
hmmm... found the other online diary of someone n read everything... ha. tat person not so happy recently... but.. hmmm... i care also no use... none of my business la... dun care...
den tat diary is open diary de.. so tot of going to c if my open diary still exists... n its still there... haha... reading thru the entries now... brought back lots of memories.. gd n bad... esp. tat conflict... ha. the only entry tat got so many comments.. haha... lots of stupid stuffs i did last time lah... ha.
oh yah... found some of the midi links in there... dunno if the links still work anot... hmmm... next time when i feel like changing the music can find from there le... hehe...
life has changed ; 2:23 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
wa... dunno wat they did to my block... sprayed insecticide into the rubbish chutes or something... downstairs filled wif cockroaches sia... a lot alot... cockroaches of all shapes n sizes... really.. haha... den reach home went kitchen drink water.. drink finish liao den suddenly c a cockroach somewhere near me.. scary sia.. got another one near the sink also... both v big leh... den juz now after dinner wanna wash plates den got a big cockroach at the sink there again... wa... den hav to wait for it to go somewhere else den can wash... hate cockroaches man... esp. those tat can fly... luckily none of them flew... they better not crawl into my room... n hor... they spray insecticide liao the result is all the cockroaches run out n only a few r killed.. got use meh? dun spray better... should use a stronger insecticide den can really get rid of them ma...
kk... juz now after sch went zhanyue house wif shirley, felicia, serene, weijing, zailiang, benteo, vincent... some play mahjong some watch vcd... v long nv play mahjong le... tot today finally can play until shuang... but my mom forgot to bring her keys out.. den i hav to go home early... actually bluff her 3pm sch end.. but its already 2.30pm.. so delay.. bluff her still got library duty till 4pm.. haha...
hmmm.... no need hide from me lah... i noe wat u all toking about le... i saw the photos... =X
life has changed ; 8:03 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
wahaha... now going to 1am soon le... n i juz completed my PI... crap all the way sia... let keefe loke see den see how... tired sia... dunno got sub-consciously typed some nonsense inside anot.. haha... better not be.. cos i'm not gonna check wat i wrote.. =P but not bad lah... at least i completed a work le... one less thing to do tml after sch... tml still hav to study for thurs' phy n maths tests leh... although phy can bring a piece of handwritten notes in... but guess it'll b a real tough paper ba.. got notes also not much use de... dun think the teachers r so kind to us... oh yah... tml need the projectile motion ws... totally didnt touch it today.. cos tat day tried le.. but all also dunno how to do.. so no point staring at the questions again... wait for gerard ng to go thru... hmmm.... kk... better go sleep le... if not tml sure sleep in sch de sia...
life has changed ; 12:55 AM
Monday, April 25, 2005
dunno wats wrong wif me today sia... whole day v thirsty.. den not tired when i'm supposed to b... yesterday slept at midnite. today should b tired ma... kk... nvm...
today pe did the wall n window thing at the fitness corner.. kinda scary but fun... haha... tried something new... den kinda class spirit thing... whole class hav to complete within time limit... haha... not bad...
but something real bad n sad happened today... shirley lost her hp.. dunno is she drop it or someone stole it.. even if she dropped it.. someone muz hav stole it after tat... cos tat person off her hp.. curse tat person go to hell man! read shirley's blog... wa.. she real angry sia... scold until v fierce... hmmm.... she kinda like fated to lose her hp leh.. cos this morning on the way to sch i saw her in front.. wanted to call her to tell her to wait for me.. but decided not to in the end.. if i had called her.. at least we would hav noe if her hp was still wif her at tat time... haix... wats happened has happened... nothing much we can do...
today after sch they got chinese.. i dun hav.. but decided to stay back n wait for them... did maths s4 tutorial.. left the advanced questions... wahaha... great sense of accomplishment sia... shiok... haha... =P
wa... tml got PW... still cant think of wat to do for PI yet... die... last week got think of one le... but realised tat its totally not feasible.. cos cant find any of its info... haix... stupid lah... y muz hav PW? dotx...
life has changed ; 8:22 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
hehe... my dad juz came back from germany yesterday n he bought quite a lot of chocolates! but too bad dun hav enough to b brought to sch to share wif my dearest classmates... hmmm... juz ate a vanilla flavored russian vodka choco... hehe... nice sia... =P still got choco liquor leh.. 1st time c... dunno when den can open n try... =P
i'm .invisible.
life has changed ; 2:51 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
haha... today first library duty... 12.30 start.. but 12.45 den reach... no books to shelf... so juz tidy up the shelves... nothing much to tidy also... so juz looked at the books... got quite a lot interesting ones leh... as compared to my sec sch de library books, this considered a lot le.. haha... den me n felicia ended up borrowing books.. haha... wanted to go off le.. but got another librarian who came earlier den us still havent go yet... so hav to wait for her to go den can go... if not will b kinda bad... haha...
den after tat went lot1 met up wif shirley, serene n norman... help norman find new sch bag.. cos his going to break anytime le.. haha... saw one not bad de... but he nv buy... need time to decide... he bought a new file also... those 20 pockets de... we told him to buy de.. haha... cos his current really v heavy n businessman loh... haha... they trying to change his image... haha...
.haix.
life has changed ; 9:44 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
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.waited.
life has changed ; 6:21 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
my parents r searching all over the house for this little lock... n they're now messing up my drawers even though i told them confirm not there le... they juz dun trust me... haix...
anyway... the nite jaunt was v fun! hehe...
nite safari-- didnt get to finish walking the trail... cos we went to watch the animal show... den gim n serene bought the ben n jerry's ice cream... wa.. super nice sia... but the price also super nice sia... =P
east coast lagoon-- supper! ate stingray n satay n suar cane n mussels... nice nice... but i didnt eat mussels.. cos dun find it delicious...
changi village-- all the transexuals there waiting for business.. our buses were slowly touring around the carpark... den suddenly one of them revealed 'her' fake boobs to us... wa.. disgusting sia... den the whole bus was so noisy.. haha...
red house-- the gate's open.. but nobody dare to go in... inside all trees.. cant really c the house.. den the 2 lion statues in front kinda scary... but the eyes didnt move.. haha... den when we were leaving, i looked back in for 1 second n saw a white white thing.. dunno is a pillar or wat... didnt dare to look longer cos no one else was behind me le... =X
old changi hospital-- the view from the front v eerie sia... really like haunted house... regretted not bringing my cam down the bus den... we were climbing up the narrow stairs.. den the guys say they heard someone laughing.. but i didnt hear anything leh... hmmm...
geylang-- go there supposed to eat something de... but we all dun feel like eating.. so juz went toilet n stayed on the bus.. the 3 seniors v funny sia.. they were sitting on the curb by the road.. den one of them fell asleep.. den they juz left him there n laughed at him cos looked like beggar.. haha... den they tot of scaring all those pj ppl who walk pass.. so they all sit there fake sleep.. wait ppl walk pass den suddenly jump up n scare them... haha... so funny.. i took video of them doing tat... haha...
fullerton-- the merlion there... go there dunno do wat... juz lie down by the merlion n look at the sky... not much stars... all v v small de...
cheese prata-- breakfast. hmm... nothing much to say about tat...
den go back to sch le... might not sound v fun from my blog lah... but its v fun.. haha...
den in the afternoon meeting shirley, benteo n zhanyue go jp buy present de... den i overslept.. heard the phone ring v long den realise... haha... den after jp went clementi play pool... den had dinner at the central market... den chat chat chat until 11.30... haha... zhanyue talked the most... his school got lots of interesting stuffs happening sia... not like mine.. so boring... haha...
wa... cham... i slack too much le.. havent start doing hw yet... ha. gtg...
life has changed ; 2:32 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
wa... today morning dunno y suddenly headache... but cannot dun go sch.. cos muz hav mc.. dun expect me to c doc juz cos of headache rite.. so no choice go sch... luckily on the way to sch saw shirley n felicia.. ask them pei me go toilet... puked... den b4 econs tutorial puked again... haix... almost slept throughout the whole tutorial... terrible sia... wanna sign out after econs de... but like tat will hai gim late for maths lect. so tahan longer... lucky got better le... den no need sign out...
stayed back after sch watch shuttle.. haha.. watch b4 le.. so not scary... ppl scream, i laugh.. haha... like the toilet part most.. so funny.. haha... someone wif long red nails pass him toilet paper den he tot is ghost.. go kick open the door den realise is change sex de.. haha...
oh yah... weiling weird weird de.. during econs tutorial she sit beside me.. den i tot i heard her saying something.. so looked at her n 'huh?'.. den she held out her hand like wanna shake hand.. den i also hold out mine loh.. den she grab my hand n start shaking for quite long... dunno wat she trying to do.. so juz let her shake until shuang loh... haha... hmmm... dunno wat she thinking sia...
tml nite jaunt! yea! really looking forward to it... last time wanna go de.. but didnt go in the end... but this time better... got nite safari.. nv go b4... hope its fun... should b fun lah.. even if the activities not v fun.. but got classmates around sure will fun de.. hehe... =)
life has changed ; 8:56 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
matriculate = to be formally admitted to study at a uni or college
haha... new word i learnt from haikal... cos he said he gonna matriculate on fri... if its me i would've juz said admitted or something simpler... not so cheem... haha... guess i really need to buck up in my vocab sia... haha... =P
life has changed ; 7:19 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
today pe v tough sia... after all the warm up n sit ups n jumping i no energy to run 2.4km liao... tried to run but cannot lah.. my legs wobbly wobbly de... haha...
got the econs textbk tat my sis help me borrow from his fren... he say is 2 years ago de... but i c is 6 years ago published de leh... wa... cannot lah... better buy the new one... but dun think the supplier got come sch sell liao leh... how? aiya... nvm.. c first... sure got way de...
haha... juz now eat dinner halfway c the nite scenery outside the window v nice... so suddenly want take photos... haha... actually wanna save into com de.. but somehow dunno y cant plug the thing to my com... hmmm... nvm... next time try again... =P
wa... GP hav to do mindmap on 'wat is happiness'... found a page got lots of words... wa... lazy to read sia... den ppl keep talking to me on msn... cant concentrate on searching the info... pengyan do finish liao... bryan do halfway le... n me? still hav no idea how to start... haix... kk.. sis gonna b needing the com at 10pm... better b quick...
life has changed ; 8:46 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
watching the NKF charity show... the quan2 yi2 feng4 one v tensed up leh... den she suddenly fall off.. scary sia... haha...
den this old lady's turn to sing.. dunno her name... but she talked a lot... v v happy like tat... den realised tat elderly look kinda cute when they're happy... haha... dunno y... =)
emil zhou's the best man! always he come den a lot of ppl donate de... guess he's the only singer who's really liked by nan2 nu3 lao3 shao4 ba... haha...
hate it when the fans scream like hell when their idols r singing... scream scream scream... hear wat? go there is hear them sing.. not to scream louder than their songs ma... want to show support also not like tat de ma.. want scream can lah.. b4 or after they sing.. not when they r singing rite? haix... kk... better not say too much.. in case de2 zhui4 anyone...
kkz.. tata...
life has changed ; 9:14 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
today juz reach sch den saw the new uniform design on display... damn ugly man... the shirt for gals also got pocket.. den beside the pocket still got a pjc tag.. ugly... den the skirt v long n the plait is so not nice... regretted not buying the old design tat day... now no stock le... but think the shirt still hav... but the main thing is the skirt loh.. cos shirt actually not much different... argghh... nvm... can try to amend... =P
hmmm... read gim's blog den realise actually got lots of stuffs to do this weekend... haix... should go play pool tml notx... let me think... most prob not ba... muz b gd gal... study... =x
life has changed ; 9:16 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
moody moody... nothing could go into my mind during phy lecture... was juz staring into blank space n copying down watever tats needed to b copied... dun even understand wat i was copying... haix... hav to read thru the chapter on my own sometime.. mayb today.. mayb not...
life has changed ; 7:11 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
badminton trials result out today.. but only got guys.. think no gals got in ba.. haha... gotta treat them drinks liao... dotx... c first.. wait till they ask..
den today went volleyball trial... couldnt get in... only shirley mayb got chance cos her name was written down...
den went cip.. a lot of ppl.. but lesser than last time.. hav to wait for interview... v slow... den like oral exam like tat.. hav to wait on a chair outside the classroom. den still got ppl stand there guard de. den the doors all close.. so serious for wat... juz a little interview ma.. as if questions leak out will how like tat... anyway.. i got tired of waiting... so didnt go for the interview in the end...
ha. think i'll juz stay in library ba... haix... me not sporty n enthu enough for ccas like odac etc... actually ava not bad leh... cos i quite interested in backstage stuffs... haha... but today got trial or something like tat n i missed it... dotx... but can i put ava as first choice instead? wait cannot get in.. den by then library suddenly a lot ppl wanna join den no space... den they anyhow throw me into one cca how? haix... oh yah... can sms the ava chairman... hehe...
while i live i learn... pj's motto... not gd in certain sports tats y should join the cca to learn rite? but we werent given a chance to learn new skills by joining the cca tat we really want... competitions r still their main priority.. getting the sch's name on a champion list is still their main priority... not to let students live n learn....
hmmm... aiya... all my own fault lah... me so stupid during sec one... made so many stupid mistakes... haix... should hav joined a sports cca or band or CO... den will b easier to find a cca now... but wats done is done... fated to join useless boring ccas... boring ppl join boring cca... yea... tats me... =/
life has changed ; 6:37 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
曲名:Welcome to my life 歌手:Simple Plan
do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just don t belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don t know what it s like
when nothing feels alright
you don t know what it s like to be like me
*to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked
when you re down
to feel like you ve been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one s there to save you
no you don t know what it s like
welcome to my life
*do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more
before your life is over?
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around?
with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you re bleeding
no you don t know what it s like
when nothing feels alright
you don t know what it s like to be like me
*to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kickedwhen you re down
to feel like you ve been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one s there to save you
no you don t know what it s like(what it’s like)
welcome to my life
*no one ever lies straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think i m happy
but i m not gonna be ok!
everybody always gave you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
life has changed ; 8:03 PM
yesterday tot is morning go sao3 mu4.. but actually is afternoon den go... so i went in the end... this time was super fast sia... cos gonna rain liao... den everyone quick quick bai4 bai4.. den burn the stuffs den rush back to the cars liao... haha... den few seconds later start raining v heavily... juz nice sia... den on the way out c some ppl juz reached... wonder how they gonna sao3 mu4 in the rain...
these few days keep walking in the rain.. cos nv bring umbrella... even if bring also lazy to open de... =P hmmm... not bad... havent get sick yet... haha.... =P take carez.
life has changed ; 7:23 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
wahaha... my big luohan fish gonna die soon le... quite old le... dunno how old liao... anyway... now its still breathing... but its upside down... only when it bothers to flap its fins den will bcome upright for a while... haha...
tml going sao3 mu4... hmmm.... mayb not going... cos these 2 days quite tiring leh... if go den hav to wake up v early sia... i wanna sleep longer... =P
life has changed ; 10:57 PM
haha... today go collect old newspapers n stuffs... raining quite heavily sia.. den everyone walk together in the rain... quite fun.. =) finished collectin in quite a short time... but waited v v v long for tat stupid uncle to come collect the stuffs...
after tat went pool fac opposite there eat roti prata for lunch... den went pool fac... kahwee really look like frog when playing pool sia... actually he looks quite like one even when not playing... haha... =X
wa... my com got problem sia... juz now on den the screen kept blinking... now ok le...
hmmmm.... tat person i mentioned in the previous entry nv sms me for about 2 days liao... scarly he got read my blog de... hmmm... if u really got read... let me tell u this... need any help still can sms me lah.. juz dun sms for nothing... my sms v limited de... kk...
life has changed ; 7:17 PM