Saturday, May 28, 2005
haix.. wats happening? everything seems so wrong for so many ppl these few days... so many problems... den all bad bad mood... den me also bad bad mood le... haix...
wanted to play vball today de... but only got 4 person... so decided to play pool instead... den left 3 person... den still cant decide if wanna go play pool anot... den shirley pissed off le... haix... dunno wat to do now...
y? y muz so many unhappy things happen to my frens around me? wat on earth is happening? its holiday n we should b happy n enjoying ourselves... but... haix...
broke into tears
life has changed ; 1:55 PM
i'm tired... tired of having to make decisions... tired of chasing after ppl for stuffs... tired of last minute stuffs... tired of having to copy notes n listen to lecturer speak at the same time... tired of having nothing to do at times... tired of having too many things to complete at the same time too... tired of thinking... juz so tired... might even ps u all tml... so sorry... juz wanna hav a nice sleep n hope i'll feel better tml n not ps u all ba...
life has changed ; 12:30 AM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
first thing in the morning.. washing face halfway den the toilet light suddenly switch off by itself.. at first tot is blackout.. but open door see everything else still on leh.. den a few seconds later it auto on again.. wa... scare me sia... haha...
den rain v v heavy... den juz nice missed bus.. ha. wanted to take cab de... but dunno y tat road no cab de leh... so end up still take bus.. late... but not scanned cos rainy day...
den got back maths test... juz pass... haix... kinda expected lah... but still kinda disappointed...
den econs essay test... confirm fail de... confirm... haix... den after the test still got lecture... nnv bring the lecture bk.. den dun feel like listening also.. kinda felt like giving up econs sia.. but cannot... haix...
den phy SPA... hmmm... ok lah... cheated in some of the readings... den after coming out of lab den realise i nv clamp the wooden block... dotx... nvm...
after sch went play pool... dunno y keep missing cue n aim wrongly sia... out of dunno how many games only won once... ha.
den juz now bathing halfway the toilet light suddenly off again... but this time i heck care le... juz wait... 3seconds later ok le... ha.
today's not my day sia... but overall still not bad lah...
thankx for being there for me
life has changed ; 9:09 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
slack quite a lot sia... this whole weekend only did maths... wanted to do physics tonite de.. but came online to ask ppl about jersey thing... den continue slacking le.. haha...
scv got this free preview channel for about one month.. hehe... gdgd.. everyday different channel de... today is HBO.. watched 'national security' this afternoon... hehe...
den yesterday v shiok sia... use com until 4am like tat... den slept in my study room, listening to my discman... nobody to nag at me... cos my sis at KL wif her frens... den my parents deep asleep le... fake fake do hw b4 they sleep den they wont check on me.. hehe.. clever rite? =P shirley, zhanyue, benteo n ivan at afiq house watch the soccer match yesterday... nil nil sia... haha... but in the end arsenal won... den shirley went home... the guys stayed on till morning... den they take turn online.. haha.. den zhan intro me this new yahoo game 'grafitti'.. is something like pictionary de... quite fun lah... den tat zhan always cheat de.. juz write out the answer when we're supposed to draw.. haha... den suddenly heard some sound from my parents' room.. think my dad woke up to go pee... scare me man... quickly off com n lights n radio... luckily he didnt realise i'm still awake... haha... den sms halfway fell asleep... 8+ suddenly woke up den realise... haha...
tml going queensway again.. haha... actually saturday nite going de... but they wanna continue shopping at orchard.. so nv go... hope tml will b the last time i'm going there for the jersey thing ba.. haha...
hmmm... my parents go sleep le... so fast... they nv tell me to stop using com n go sleep leh... hehe... =P
life has changed ; 9:37 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
today maths test die le lah... not sure how to do... den do halfway fell asleep sia... got complete the paper la.. but sure fail de... haix...
den go home tat time saw a guy in uniform... should b guy ba... short short hair... but he's wearing skirt leh... but like nv wear bra leh... so most prob is a guy ba... den he looked kinda paiseh... hmmm.... weird... wonder wat happened... den he alighted at my house there the bus stop... hmmm... but dunno where exactly he lives cos i nv alight... decided to go big bk shop... hehe... cos dun wanna go home so soon... its been v long since i've last went there le... haha... finally bought a new file le.. my current one super old n lan liao... hehe... den bought pencil lead cos left 3 only n the container v dirty le... bought 4 or 5 glue also.. one packet $1 de.. cos use finish le... bought a new stapler also... exactly the same de... haha... juz tat brand different only.. haha...
hmmm.... still got econs essay havent do... dun feel like doing leh... but hav to do lah... mr tay already v gd liao... cannot take him for granted... haha...
hmmm... wat else? like got something else i wanna mention leh... but forgot le... hmmm... nvm... tats all... tc...
life has changed ; 8:10 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
my sis finally got into uni le... this august term starts... den gonna study for 3 or 4 years ba... den hopefully i 2 years later can get into uni also... but like tat fu4 dan1 v zhong4 leh.. the sch fees for both of us... so hav to save a lot liao... hmmm...
today library seniors step down le... den got small buffet... but most of the seniors got thing on.. not there yet... not much seniors also actually.. den its like juz the j1s eating... dun really see the purpose of having the buffet leh... supposed to b a farewell party or something like tat... den cos its juz at the canteen, got ppl who's not from library took some food n eat.. den this gal from library went to complain to president.. still say wat got this specific gal she noes.. den can giv her name n class.. something like tat... stupid lah... take it so seriously for wat.. though its kinda not fair lah.. but we cant finish the food anyway ma... den when we doing shelving, was kinda slacking around... den i think tat gal went to complain to president again... o.O
oh yah... library got collar pin leh.. hehe... not v nice... but not bad lah... den got a something like nike tick also.. haha... but i'm not gonna wear it unless cher realise n tell me to wear.. hehe...
还有很多话没说,你就匆匆忙忙地走了。
life has changed ; 8:00 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
paiseh about the previous entry ah... was kinda pissed off... bad mood... but alright le...
managed to collect $300 for the class jersey today... a lot rite? but not enough leh... cos this fri or sat go there should b can get the jerseys immediately ba.. den hav to pay full price le... den hav to bring them over to another shop to print.. den hav to pay somemore... hmmm... think this fri going ba...
benteo juz sent our GPP to loke... late by 18mins like tat.. haha... cos i started late... paiseh ah... my stupid com lah... something wrong wif it at the wrong time... den hav to restart a few times...
gonna do something to my phy prac graph le... hehe... tata...
life has changed ; 7:10 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
someone says: "but you should seriously get a group of dedicated people who finish the tee with you cos i have this feeling that the people are taking it a little too lightly. cos they're under the impression that YOU'LL complete EVERYTHING including the logistics
then you guys go to queensway every week but things don't finalise. and from what i see you're doing too much then the class is a little light headed in it so that's why it's delaying. like for the PCK thing no one's serious at all then zhan yue has to chase and chase."
kinda agree wif wat this person said... its like the few of us hav to sacrifice so many of our saturdays for it... den the rest r like... dunno how to say lah.... asked the class to bring $30 each tml... but i bet only a few will bring lah... stupid lah... i noe these few days need pay lotsa stuffs. lots of ppl no money liao... but is u all want jersey de loh.. jersey sure ex de ma.. fbt de much cheaper but u all dun wan... n if cant collect enough money by this week den cannot pay the deposit money loh... den delay somemore loh... keep delaying... den no more stock again.. den find design again... den delay again... den dun need buy liao lah... forget it man...
life has changed ; 7:55 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
went queensway wanna order the class jersey de.. but need pay half the total price for deposit.. not enough money.. n realise tat the shop has not enough stock n the stock will nv come again.. stupid lah... den hav to find other designs let the class choose again.. den hav to go back queensway another day again.. haix... troublesome sia...
den after tat went bukit timah there de mambo pool... den ate pizza hut for dinner... hehe... den go king albert park there take bus home... the mac there filled wif njc ppl sia... haha... den saw juliet n meisi n velvry... hehe... den alight bus hav to cross road.. while waiting for traffic light, start to rain le... den got heavier n heavier... bo bian.. hav to heck care the traffic light... den juz ran across... if not will get drenched sia.. haha...
hehe.... my whole family sleep le... me still doing maths... hehe.. wanna try complete s7... =P
life has changed ; 12:27 AM
Friday, May 13, 2005
bla. now in library waitin 4 econs make up lesson at 4pm.. dotx.. dun feel like studying.. slacking sia... haix... using the library laptop now... n blasting linkin park songs wif my discman now.. cos not in a v gd mood.. hmmm... hope i'm not disturbing the rest in the library ba.. haha... still got half an hour.. wat to do now? yahoo ganes cant play.. sianx sia...
tml hav to go queensway for class tee thing again.. need take sample anot huh? some wanna c sample.. but its juz the minority.. so most prob not taking sample ba... try making order or something le.. gotta settle it asap b4 june holidays... wa... den tml go out sure whole day out le.. den sun hav to pia all the hw... lots of hw this weekend sia... econs.. phy... maths... haix...
damn... i'm a slacker...
life has changed ; 3:17 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
yeah... my PI no problem le... no need to edit somemore... hehe... but kinda weird leh... its like a lot of ppl r rushing for their PI den i'm here slacking... hmmmm.... jia you!!! =)
life has changed ; 8:37 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
'to eat and read simultaneously' =) ha. stupid me.
only stupid ppl like me will understand wat it means ba.
guess i juz think too much.
life has changed ; 9:48 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
hmmm....
there's this feeling inside me...
but i dunno wats tat...
dunno how to express myself...
its like kinda contradicting...
kinda confusing...
not a bad thing..
not a gd thing either...
hmmm....
life has changed ; 9:33 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
hmmm... clicked my archives for fun.. den realise my blog almost 1 year le.. so fast... den tat period of time got the kuantan trip.. haha... so fun... will nv forget tat man.. left a scar on my leg somemore.. how to forget? haha... =P
life has changed ; 9:59 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
went queensway to look at the jerseys yesterday wif gim, benteo, zhanyue n bryan. shortlisted a few designs. den the cheapest we found is $29 wif shirt n print. thankx u all for helping me out. =)
den after tat gim left to meet mad.. bryan went home.. me, benteo n zhan went lot1 find shirley... den zhan went grandma house... den me, shirley n ben went walk walk... shirley wanna buy perfume for her mom.. den her nose like a bit stuck. so smell v hard until the paper stick to her nose.. haha.. so funny... she smell until headache somemore.. but not serious ba...
den walk walk walk... 9pm like tat... zhan came back... but we slack for about 15mins like tat jiu go home le...
hmmm... gonna settle the class tee thing by this week... gonna ask the class to write wat nick they wanna put.. wat number.. register number or ownself choose... which jersey design... n wat size.. but forgot to ask about the sizes at the shops leh.. how ah?
n my nick... hmmm... gim tot of 'why age' which sounds like 'yh'.. not bad... den i tot of some also.. 'YoutH' or 'yOUTh' or 'Y_out_H' or 'y_OUT_h' or 'Y-out-H' or 'y-OUT-h' or 'wHy Age' or 'wHy Age?' or juz 'hAn' or 'han' or .... wahaha... so many... haha.... which one better? =P
life has changed ; 5:13 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
haha... quite long nv blog le...
hmmm... today actually wanna go queensway c the class tee thing de... passed a note around the class c who can or wanna go wif me today or tml... but the paper come back only got my name written by dunno who... was kinda disappointed n pissed wif the class... cos i go there is for the sake of the class but nobody wanna go n help me... den its like y should i waste my time doing such things for the class when they dun even care or treat it seriously? but pissed for a while ok le... haha...
stayed in library do some hw until 4.15pm after the duty... was raining v heavily sia.. but luckily stop le.. den go back nhss de speech day... hehe... v long nv go back le... go there kpo... but when i step into the sch compound like dun hav much gui1 shu3 gan3 leh... cos the old campus got more memories.. the new one nothing much... n they finally did something to the 'ecogarden'! haha... it used to b juz an area of grass... now got a little shelter hut thing le... looks not bad... haha... den we said lots of 'hi' n chatted non stop wif our long time no c frenz.. haha... talked to pandian a bit also.. haha... den mdm wang want me help her find ppl to open another table for the sch's anniversary dinner n asked for my number... wahaha... so suay man... shouldnt hav said hi to her... oh yah... dunno who say can get our o level cert from the office le.. but the stupid clerk dun wan giv us.. y? cos she wanna go home le... stupid lah... we're there liao den juz giv us ma... work a bit longer also cannot... not as if it will take hours to giv us our cert... dotx...
den after tat went jp for dinner... ate at mos burger... den actually wanna go walk walk a bit de.. but mom called n asked me to go home immediately... so.. ya.. go home loh... den while waiting for bus juz nice saw someone.. den chat a bit until my bus come.. hehe... v tired sia... slept on bus.. almost missed my stop...
hmmmm... so now confirm tml going queensway le.... got me, cj, benteo, zhanyue, bryan n mayb shirley going... not bad... got 6 ppl...
kk... tats all... take care...
life has changed ; 11:45 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
yesterday went des house play mahjong... from 12 all the way to 9 like tat... wa... sit too much until my leg sour... haha... at 1st no luck de.. keep losing sia... lost $14... wahaha... at the same time, shirley was playing xbox soccer wif des n benteo... haha... she was laughing all the way sia... haha... den zailiang or who say it reminds him of felicia... haha... den after tat 2nd round... i team wif zhanyue... den win quite a lot... partly luck.. partly cos he gd in mahjong... haha... den won $10.. divide by 2, one person $5... so in the end i still lost $9... =/
but nvm.. haha... cos i juz won myself $$... hehe... cos i went for calli com yesterday.. tats y cannot meet them for breakfast yeasterday... den today noe result le... but should b july den will get... dunno how much.. n i think its in cheque... mayb can change to cash wif my dad... den can use le... hehe... =P
life has changed ; 1:12 PM