Wednesday, August 31, 2005
did our sch's mass dance for aces day... but everyone buay enthu one... so i also sian diao liao... think most prob cos of the sun ba... den the teachers day performance not bad.. juz tat we had to wait v long for the whole thing to start.. waste time sia... but i like the performance by the beach boys a lot! they can sing v well n their actions v cute n funny... haha... den there's this gal who can really sing v well...
den after tat went back nhss... talked to our teachers n took photos... wanted to go back pri sch de.. cos some of them went back... but i couldnt make it cos they were early... den went ginza.. they ate the ban mian... den i not v hungry.. so juz ate the porridge over there... den went orchard... cineleisure de cafe cartel sit down eat again.. haha... n chat... i drank choco mint frappe which is not even mint... haha.. den chua n mad bought a chicken popcorn each.. den it turn out to b v big plate.. den they couldnt finish.. so wanted to da bao.. den chua was like waving n 'excuse me-ing' to the waiter but he nv looked up.. den she giv up le.. den mad juz said excuse me once he jiu turn around le.. haha...
den went heeren took neoprint... wa... these few days spent a lot of money sia... den tml think gonna eat pizza wif peigee they all... wa... gonna b bankrupt soon le...
hmmmm... let me put the photos tat i took today up here.. hehe...






ms junaidah's baby!! so cute~!! =D

nice rite? taken at cafe cartel at cineleisure.. haha..

can u spot the yellow bird on the tree? haha...
hmmm.... lazy to put captions le... haha... =P
life has changed ; 10:31 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
hmmmm... i was kinda emotional for my previous entries... but now i'm feeling better le.. i'm ok now.. dun need worry for me le... haha... but gim still seems kinda down... i noe its difficult to cheer up at this moment of time... but u muz stay strong k? anything u think say out le will feel better jiu tell me k? i'll b ur listening ear.. i'll b there for u k... take care ah... cya in sch tml... =)
life has changed ; 11:04 AM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
thankx.
thankx gim for listening to me n being there for me all these while... although u r having problems urself as well... but u always tried ur best to cheer me up... thankx!
thankx weijing for being there for me as well.. thankx for the v encouraging sms.. i nv received any sms as encouraging as tat b4.. let me share it wif all of u.. "Life's success is not about having the gd cards. Its about how u play a gd game out of the bad cards. We muz learn to search for the right path out of adverse circumstances and not give up oneself cos of some setbacks in life. Only the strong will b able to live a meaningful n worthwhile life." (quote translated by linyihan) haha.. it was originally in chinese... hmm... i think the chinese version sounds more encouraging...
thankx shirley for giving me support... i promise i'll b stronger...
thankx bryan for cheering me up n ur care n concern... i really appreciate it...
thankx a lot! wif u guys around, i noe tat i'm not alone... luv ya all lots~!! i'm feeling much better le... take care ah... =)
life has changed ; 11:05 PM
"Untitled" -Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
life has changed ; 6:56 PM
i'm not ok... n i guess this time my moody mood will last longer.. cos i'm having DMS now somemore.. sorry guys if i start talking real straight in sch or not talk much or having a sulky face... i might not b joining u all for the dinner on tues as well... but i'll definitely still b going back to nhss on wed n playing netball wif the gals... hope it'll stop me from thinking so much... at least for the time being... i'll try to b as cheerful as i can... i'll try... y is this happening? i brought all this to me myself... its my fault.. i juz think too much... i'm so sorry...
life has changed ; 2:51 PM
right on the dot... wat now? i dunno...
life has changed ; 12:06 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
hmmm... ok.. i've decided.. gonna make this the last chance le... dateline tml morning before noon... gonna stay up late again today... but this time is really to do hw le... not cos of u.. not gonna sms.. i'll b waiting... if nothing happens... den... i'll forget about it ba... i've a feeling it'll b a sayonara...
life has changed ; 10:17 PM
hmmm... sometimes i feel tat i'm such a fool... travelling here n there... spending my time doing the little things when i'm supposed to study... staying up late at nite to do hw while u r playing mahjong over at the other end.. staying up late actually juz to b there to wish u luck.. hoping tat it will help.. coming online specially to c if u're there.. n to wish u happy bdae... but u dun seem to realise watever i've done for u... i wonder how u would feel when u c wat i've got for u tml... mayb u'll realise by den wat a fool i've been... is it worth it? life is full of wat ifs... wat if.. i've always been juz a nobody... wat if... den i'm a real big fool...
life has changed ; 12:33 AM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
wedding crasher... hmmm... i bet they r enjoying it now... wanted to watch de... library dismissed at 4.40.. could hav made it if i were to chiong down... but hmmm... nvm... nobody asked if i still can make it anyway... so i juz go home... not bad la.. can save money... save it for other stuffs.. haha...
i'm gonna flunk my econs essay test man... juz like how i did for tat maths dept test... 3 marks... haha... guess i might even break my record sia...
hmmm... finally had something to do for library today... designed the powerpoint slide n poster for the library week activity... after promos de... hehe... looking forward to one of the activities... gonna keep it a secret first.. hehe...
i feel like giving up on u.. but i juz cant...
life has changed ; 6:19 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
tired.. i'm juz so tired of everything... i'm such a fool...
to sacrifice my sleep juz to make something for u which i might not even b giving to u...
life has changed ; 6:14 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
went bugis wif gim today...
den spent about 20min strolling home from clementi interchange on my own in the cooling nite listening to jay's songs on my discman... v long nv like this walk le... feels quite gd... even though my bag was heavy... hmmm.... perhaps i should stroll home more often rather than taking the bus all the time...
life has changed ; 10:00 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
arghh.... sad... no mood study... struggling to finish studying econs... haix... i wanna cry le...
life has changed ; 11:25 PM
i noe u r the one.. but i've a feeling tat i'm not the one... but i hope its not how i think it is.. dun wanna b a fool...
life has changed ; 9:58 PM
"Beautiful Soul"
[Intro:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
[Chorus]
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
life has changed ; 9:06 PM
i hav no idea.. i dunno../i wanna noe.. chi sono io a voi?/but i'm afraid to noe.../wat if its a mistake?/i dun wanna noe.../wat if.../i really dunno../haix.../siete sempre sulla mia mente..
life has changed ; 8:19 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
was kinda early for sch again today... but somehow it doesnt really matter much to me this time... guess i manage to not think about any negative possibilities le ba... tats a gd thing... so... yeah... haha... but think i was being kinda cold today... dunno y leh... had nothing to say ba...
den the nick... dunno if its me... hmmm... nvm...
anyway... after the.. hmmm... how should i say? miserable weekend? ... now feeling much better le... although not totally ok yet la... haha...
juz finished updating gim wif wat happened in sch today... havent start phy yet sia... cham... my eyes starting to get tired le.. better go offline real soon n start studying... dun want it to end up like my previous maths test... haha... tata... take care ah...
life has changed ; 9:05 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
yesterday.. gim was showing us 2 cute guys on friendster... den after sch v v v qiao... we were on bus 75 when we saw one of the guys board the bus!!! haha... v qiao rite.. he np de...
we went np met up wif evan... den saw zhan n zai n their frens.. actually expected tat they will b there cos they almost every fri will go there find frens de.. but didnt expect to c them...
den gim's fren came... den evan n her frens also noe him... some other guys at the other table also noe him.. haha... such a small world...
den after tat gim went off wif her fren.. den i went play pool wif evan n her frens till 9 den go home... wanted to go watch the vball match de.. but den... aiya.. forget it... wo bu guan le? i dunno.... haix...
life has changed ; 2:22 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
conclusion of the day:
i shall not take 67 n b so damn early for sch..
i shall wait patiently for 985 n reach sch on the dot when the bell rings even if it means i hav to risk being late for sch... ha.
*thankx gim for pei-ing me to westmall to get my sis's present today.. luv ya.. muacks.. haha... *
v qiao met siangyong at the interchange while waiting for bus home.. haha... chatted a while den her bus come le..
i shall not spoil my day
listening to wat i dun wish to hear/seeing wat i dun wish to see
right at the beginning of the day
hate tat feeling/juz who am i to u?/demerit points?
life has changed ; 7:08 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
haha.. monday went esplanade there watch fireworks wif gim, zhan, ivan, bryan, afiq, norman... nice... but got a coconut tree blocking.. den my cam the zoom a bit spoil spoil le... so the photos i took kinda small n not v nice... reached home at 1+.. my stupid sis was wif her bf at the same place as me.. got car.. but dun wan drive me home... so bad... nvm... go home wif frens more fun.. hehe...
den yesterday went je there de ndp wif the weirdos.. hehe... they sing kbox until time up le.. still havent sing enough.. keep last song last song.. den the person walk pass quite a few times.. den fake fake wanna go off le.. haha... den go off tat time the person say 'wat song were u all singing huh? v long leh.. haha..' haha... den wanted to go toilet... a lot of ppl queueing sia... kbox de.. downstairs de... mac de.. all a lot of ppl... den we queued at mac de... den finally come out le.. realise a lot of ppl walking off le.. we missed the fireworks sia... den suddenly got a bit more.. but weird weird de.. den realise is juz the reflection.. haha... nvm... at least i monday got c le.. hehe... den we went to the stage there.. still got performance... got wu3 si1 kai3... cai4 chun2 jia1... zhou1 chong2 qing4... n 183 club... boo to the last one.. haha... den got this group of sec3 gals beside us.. they like temporary fanclubs.. cheer for whoever's on stage.. haha... den want us join them also.. haha... took a photo wif them.. n helped each other take photo.. haha... funny sia... den went the pasar malam eat... i nv eat dinner sia.. den ate goreng pisang n the takoyaki.. or takopachi.. aiya.. dunno la.. the 3 for $2 one.. haha... v long nv eat le... hehe... den there got funfair also.. played bumper car.. hehe... $4 per car... den we 2 person share one... haha... den got this stupid big fat guy keep bumping us... he bump liao we will fly v far de leh... cos he'll stand up a bit den sit down before he bump ppl de leh... den make it more impactful... scared of him sia.. den keep siam-ing him... haha... 11+ reach home.. whole family sleep le sia.. haha... cos they today no holiday.. hehe... =P
life has changed ; 8:00 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005

fireworks nice~ haha...

life has changed ; 2:30 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
miss you...
life has changed ; 10:46 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
went queensway wif gim today... actually zhan n norman also going de... but norman dunno y dun wan go le.. n zhan's ez link not much money left.. so juz me n gim go.. its a gd thing la.. cos i didnt really want the guys to go along de.. cos wanna go c shirt.. den got guy go kinda weird.. not used to it... n can gal talk also.. haha.. so.. yah.. haha...
so we went walking around... i wanted to get another red shirt.. cos dun really like the one at home le.. haha.. saw one fila de.. $10.. but realise tat its v national day.. wont want to wear it often de.. so decided not to buy.. den got the 'bathing ape' de.. v cute.. $7.90.. but is same as tat time my sis go malaysia buy de.. n i think she bought it at RM10... so if i bought it mom will still say its not worth it de.. haix.. so didnt buy anything in the end.. got lots of nice nice food.. but i cant eat cos of my sore throat.. =/
den when we were walking towards the bus stop.. wanna go home le.. den evan called us.. i turn around n saw someone v familiar.. haha... evan~!!! v long no c her le.. haha... den she say she meeting shiyuan.. so we went to mac n waited for shiyuan also.. haha.. evan's face a bit more chubby le.. haha.. den shiyuan's hairstyle v jap sia.. haha... den chat chat chat... chat halfway evan saw a packet of curly fries on the table beside us.. den she 'shen me lai de?'.. den juz lean over a bit n stared at the fries.. kinda scared tat person sia.. haha.. evan v funny sia.. haha.. den c her n shiyuan keep suan-ing each other also v funny.. haha...
den tml my class ppl going np for lunch after sch.. yeah.. mayb meeting shuhui n haikal there... den mayb evan also.. hehe... den after tat going town... left 10 bucks only sia.. think i'll claim 10 bucks from my mom for the correction tapes tat i bought tat day... hehe... den take 10 out from my spare money... hehe.. really need money sia.. need buy mad's present.. sis's present.. hmmm... next time den buy ba.. $45 sia.. unless got c cheaper de jewellery box... wat else? hmmm... mayb new clothes for myself ba.. hehe... =P
life has changed ; 10:37 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
been sick for the past few days.. den today finally gonna c doc le.. actually quite ok le.. mom want me to go de... den juz go loh.. reached there at 8.30.. took a number '35' when the current number is only '8'.. dotx.. had to wait v long... went walk walk around for 30mins... went back.. '17'.. still long way to go... waited n waited... a lot of ppl sia... mom couldnt decide whether to continue waiting or go home.. den i v tired le.. so juz... aiya.. go home go home.. den mom still keep asking 'u sure anot?'... dotx... den i juz started walking away.. home... nv c doc..
haix.. sianx... wanted to c doc den can take mc den tml no need go sch for tat stupid thing le... but now bo bian hav to go lah... haix... feel so the wat now la... damn it la.. can i juz pon sch tml? i'd rather suffer one more day of terrible cough than go for tat stupid thing la... or mayb i wont go to sch tml after all... cos my hands r getting kinda itchy now... if it doesnt get better tml... den u guys wont c me tml le.. if tats the case... if u all hav any plans after sch tml.. let me noe.. den i can join u all.. n i'll hav to ask gim to help me inform the chi teacher about my absence in sch.. haha...
life has changed ; 10:59 PM