Sunday, October 30, 2005
yea.. finally manage to do my I&R le.. haha.. previously keep say wanna do but end up surfin net n chatting on msn.. haha.. today not many online.. so no distraction.. haha.. type finish last sentence. actually wanna add some more de.. but decided to word count first.. zhun zhun 500 words sia.. haha.. den no need add le.. haha.. so happy.. den email to loke.. hope he'll return to me soon sia.. not much days left to the day of submission le.. although i not sure when is it.. but its somewhere around op..
hmmm.. think everyone mugging ba.. hope u really mugging ah.. dun end up watching tv instead.. haha.. anyway.. dun think u got read my blog de la.. but anyway.. jiayou to everyone out there studying~~ hope everything goes well tml~~ cya all tml..
jing yao guan tou bu fang qi.. jue wang jiu hui bian cheng xi wang~ jiayou~!! =)
life has changed ; 5:36 PM

"紧要关头不放弃,绝望就会变成希望";
"世界上再平凡的人都有可能变成最耀眼的六等星"
- 茼蒿的名言.
"为在乎的人去努力的感受,是不需要回报,心情也会很愉快的"
- 天瑜的名言.
life has changed ; 2:24 PM

wang zi bian qing wa~ ye tian yu de lucky charm~!! nice rite? s'pore got sell leh.. j8.. but it costs $11+ or $12+.. the price itself is not v ex la.. but for such a small little thing jiu v ex le.. i thinking of hand-making my own one.. hehe.. hand made de will b v time consuming but much more cheaper.. haha.. kk.. mission of this holiday.. try to make something almost exactly lke this one.. haha..
take care ah.. get well soon..=)
life has changed ; 1:36 AM
Friday, October 28, 2005
hmmm.. today last day of sch le.. but it didnt seem like the last day.. cos usually last day will go out together de.. den today a lot of us had our own activities.. so after sch all zao already.. haix..
hmmm.. monday's the big day.. getting our report slips.. hope o5s12 will remain as o5s12 no matter wat happens to us.. gonna miss anyone who's leaving.. s12 wont b complete with anyone missing.. but yea.. life goes on no matter wat..
guess this weekend gonna b a sian one.. everyone will b mugging for chinese.. n yah.. seems like nobody dares to study in a group le.. stay at home mug more efficient.. haha.. hope its really efficient ba.. cos stay home got temptation from com.. haha.. so whoever's mugging at home this weekend, muz resist ur com n tv's temptations n study hard ah.. haha.. jia you~~!!
imissuso.. bunengyitianmeiyouni.. zhidaoma? keshizhejitianliyinggaijianbudaoniba.. henxiangni..
life has changed ; 11:51 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005

hmmm.. lazy to blog.. but like quite long nv blog le.. haha.. hmmm.. missed the wang zi bian qing wa today.. bleah... hmmm.. really nothing to say sia.. haha.. so i'm juz gonna put the froggy's pic up here for fun.. haha.. =P
eh.. didnt realise it can move.. haha.. the red red thing is an exclamation mark i think.. haha.. like kanna slashed like tat.. haha.. bloody~~
life has changed ; 11:09 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
hmmm.. had this dream last nite.. erm.. should b this morning to b exact ba.. it seemed so real.. so much tat its scary.. not ghosts tat kind of scary.. but.. as in.. i wouldnt noe how to react if it was to really happen in real life.. hmmm.. someone once said something about if u keep thinking of something, u'll tend to dream of it.. yea.. kinda true.. been worrying about how to tell h the truth yesterday.. juz cant find the rite time to say.. or rather.. shuo bu chu kou ba.. haix.. why? why me?
sorry guys.. u all dunno wat i'm talking about.. dun want it to b known.. only gim noes about it for now.. hey.. gim.. mon muz go sch ah.. i wanna share the dream wif u..
i only wanna b with nitrogen.. no one else.. miss u already.. dunno if i'm being a fool or wat.. but i'll keep waiting.. gd luck.. =)
life has changed ; 3:21 PM
got this forwarded email from a fren.. v lame de.. haha.. juz share wif u all for fun.. haha.. =PKok Beng the Crazy man at large====================Why did Kok Beng go to a movie with his 18 friends?Because below 18 not allowed !Kok Beng wants to buy a TV set. He goes to a shop.Kok Beng : "Do you have color TV ?"Salesgirl : "Yes !"Kok Beng : "Give me a green one, please "Kok Beng is filling up an application form for a job.He supplied the information for the columns on Name, Age,Address etc. Then he comes to column on "Salary Expected", but he is not sure of the question. After much thought, he writes " Yes"After taking photocopies of documents, Kok Beng always compares it with the original for spelling mistakes.Kok Beng always smiles during lightning storms because he thinks his picture is being taken.Why can't Kok Beng dial 911?Because he can't find the number 11 (eleven) on the phone.Kok Beng had just bought a new computer and was using it. When he encountered some problems. He decide to use the 'Help' command after some tries. Soon after, he became very irritated and called the computer retailer for support.Kok Beng : "I press the 'F1' key for help lah, but it's been over half an hour and still nobody come and help me ?!"Kok Beng with two red ears went to his doctor. The doctor asked him what had happened to his ears and he answered, "I was ironing a shirt and the phone ring - but instead of picking up the phone, I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear "Oh dear!" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But .... what happened to the other ear?"Kok Beng answered : "That stupid dumbo called back!!!!"Kok Beng talked to a long-distance telephone operator. Kok Beng: "COULD YOU PLEASE TELL ME THE TIME DIFFERENCE BETWEEN Taipei AND LAS VEGAS ?"Operator: "JUST A MINUTE..."Kok Beng : "THANK YOU " AND PUTS DOWN THE PHONE.After completing a jigsaw puzzle he'd been working on for quite some time, Kok Beng proudly shows off the finished puzzle to a friend."It took me ONLY 5 MONTHS TO DO IT", Kok Beng brags."FIVE MONTHS ? THAT'S TOO LONG", the friend exclaims."YOU ARE A FOOL." Kok Beng replies, "SEE THIS BOX, IT IS WRITTEN "FOR 4-7 YRS".At a bar in New York, the man to Kok Beng's left tells the bartender, 'JOHNNIE WALKER, SINGLE" and his companion says, "JACK DANIELS, SINGLE". The bartender approaches Kok Beng and asks, "AND YOU, SIR ?"Kok Beng replies : "Tan Kok Beng, MARRIED"haha.. really stupid la..
life has changed ; 2:57 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
stayed throughout the whole library movie marathon.. although not many ppl turned up.. only about half the LT2, but the response not bad sia.. the ouija board n doll master were scary enough to make the students scream.. n laugh at the same time.. haha.. n the 100 days wif mr arrogant was v lame n funny.. everyone was laughing la.. can c tat they really enjoyed watching the movies.. after everything, realise tat most of them were j2s.. they didnt hav to go to sch today de.. didnt expect them to b there watching the movies.. haha.. den heard them commenting on the movie marathon.. haha.. had quite a big sense of satisfaction sia.. haha..
hmmm... cant believe tat i actually teared a bit during the 100 days wif mr arrogant.. haix.. y?? i dun wanna become too emotional over such small things.. i wasnt like tat last time.. gotta b able to control my feelings..
life has changed ; 10:11 PM
boo.. its gonna b 1am soon n i juz came online.. haha.. actually 11 like tat jiu want come online le.. but dunno y no connection.. restart com many times still cannot.. den saved simcity4 into my com.. hehe.. den scan for virus.. scan v long sia.. wait until i fall asleep.. haha.. den restart com again.. hav to switch off the main power n on again den can.. haix.. troublesome sia.. den now finally ok le.. dun feel like sleeping le.. haha.. zai's msn nick is 'yi han when u online tok to mi'.. ha. muz b cos i smsed him regarding our pw.. but he nv replied.. sms nv reply.. msn also nv reply.. aiyo.. he always MIA de sia.. den talk to tat benteo nv reply also.. think he fell asleep le ba.. haha..
maths.. did q2, 3, 4 at shir house tat day.. den juz now tried doing a few more.. did until.. erm.. forgot q8 or 9 le.. haha.. dun care la.. got do some can le.. haha.. think a lot of ppl nv do also.. hmmm.. think tml maths lecture is going thru the first 3 months tat booklet tat last chapter le.. but treat it as i forget ba.. cos dun wan bring.. wait bag v heavy.. haha..
hmmm.. think i better go sleep le ba.. if not tml sure v tired de.. haha.. nitex..
life has changed ; 12:48 AM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
yea.. finally gonna complete the wr le.. left the conclusion only.. ask py to do but he not home yet.. after dinner think me most prob going over to cck there try to finalise.. haha.. hope its alright ba..
life has changed ; 4:09 PM
wanted to meet up to finish up the pw wr today de.. py no prob.. but zai nv reply.. den benteo wanna play mj.. haix.. i was kinda fed up la.. but mayb i'm juz over.. over.. dunno wat about it la.. mayb it aint a big deal anyway.. mayb i'm juz making a big fuss out of it.. anyway.. they gonna finish doing their parts n send to me.. but i dunno wat to giv zai to do.. he didnt even reply.. so.. nvm.. guess i'm gonna b at home n online for the whole day trying to make some improvements on the wr... n slack.. cos dun really hav the mood to do pw now.. ha. dotx.. wat a 'fun' way to spend my sunday..
thankx gim for offering to help when i hav any problem.. thankx for being there.. =) luv ya lots~ haha..
u dun care about me..
life has changed ; 11:33 AM
watched twisted at esplanade today.. v nice.. v though provoking.. v meaningful.. haha.. worth a watch.. here r some of the photos tat i took today.. hehe..





big slippers~ haha..
and here's ivan aka baduk hippo heheh bei ma's "xie zhen ji"~ haha..

siam-ing reporters.. haha..

'pls do not touch the artwork'

mei lian jian ren ah..

pose pose..

talk to my hand~haha..

act cute '1'

act cute '3'

act cute '4'

act cute '10' .. notice cj laughing all the way beside? haha..

and presenting his gay partner! haha.. c they so happy together.. haha..

bryan the little bag riding hood.. haha..

astro~

more astro boys~ like these 2 photos a lot.. cos the colours v nice.. hehe..

hmmm.. tats all le ba.. sianx.. hav to finish pw wr final draft tml... mon hav to hand in le.. today den noe.. hsix... gtg.. gotta wake up early early tml..
life has changed ; 12:51 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
how i wish i can b there..
life has changed ; 9:24 PM
Monday, October 10, 2005
went to 'rescue' jie from her house wif sh b4 going to kbox.. haha.. her new house v convenient sia.. juz opposite the road is clementi central le.. got kbox, 7eleven, kfc, mac, pizzahut, bigbookshop, ntuc, sports complex, swimming pool.. den now got videoezy juz open de.. so gd!! view from her house not bad also.. so high up.. can c the top view of clementi.. so shiok.. haha.. her mom still complain.. haha.. den we thinking next time mayb can go her house overnite.. her bed queen size de sia.. can sleep the 5 of us.. haha.. but anyway if got overnite also wont sleep de.. sure talk all the way de.. den can go midnite kbox also.. haha.. nv try b4.. looking forward to it! haha.. oh yah.. her lift v interesting sia.. got one side is 1 to 9 only.. den at first i tot tat lift only can go until 9th floor sia.. haha.. den jie say is for eg. 24.. hav to press 2 den 4 den press enter.. if press wrongly still can press clear.. wa.. first time c this kind of lift sia.. so high tech for wat? haha..
den went kbox.. v long nv go le.. kinda weird at first.. haha.. den room v dark.. forgot the remote which button is for wat le.. haha.. but got lots of new songs sia.. first song jiu sing ai mei le.. haha.. so nice.. den we first time zhun zhun 2pm leave leh.. cos the stupid tv zhun zhun 2pm got problem.. dotx leh.. so suay.. at first we tot clementi de kbox so bad.. 2pm jiu cut off dun let us sing le.. den we realise the opposite room still singing leh.. sad leh.. didnt get to sing enough..
den after tat took cab to j8 cos sh's idol reaching le.. haha.. i forgot the name of tat idol.. haha.. but v shuai leh.. haha.. some scv drama series de main character.. den got c 1 or 2 uncles also down there waving.. cos got the shu wei lun chiobu there also.. but v funny leh.. uncle leh.. still go there wave wave wave.. usually is teenagers only ma.. haha... or mayb the person juz look old.. haha.. but the shuai ge is sh want c de.. den me n jie went walk walk.. saw my cousin.. den jie wanna c mayday.. so waited till 5.. bluff de leh.. say 5 mins jiu coming out le.. but their 5mins v long sia.. haha.. jie wanted to hear them sing live.. but dj come out say they not gonna sing cos juz now at orchard sang 5 songs le.. den she saddened.. bu gan yuan.. wanna at least c them.. haha.. den they finally come out le.. c c a while.. den start to sign le.. den quite a big part of the crowd started to leave le.. including us.. haha.. left those fans queueing up for signature..
den i went to zhan house find shirley they all.. b4 tat.. went da bao dinner wif shirley.. they playing mj again.. haha.. i juz go there eat dinner n watch tv.. haha.. didnt want to go home yet.. den juz nice scv got doll master.. although watch b4 le.. but nice.. so watch again.. haha.. could understand the story better this time..
reached home at 10+ today.. actually i say going home after 2 de.. haha.. but out le.. didnt feel like going home so early.. haha.. but parents didnt look unhappy today leh.. weird... haha.. but its a gd thing la.. haha..
tml going klunch again.. haha... wif shir they all.. but not long after tat shir n zhan gtg le.. sianx... better not go home straight after tat.. 2pm only leh.. so early.. bluffing my mom tat i doing project tml.. haha.. if not mayb cant go out le..
wa.. my legs now v sour sia.. v long nv wear tat slippers le.. need walk a lot cannot wear tat one sia.. haha.. den these few days dunno y keep lao sai sia.. tummy weird weird de.. haix..
life has changed ; 12:33 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
hmmm... wa... something wrong wif my blog again.. the font become tiny tiny again.. issit alternate de huh? blog one time become small, blog again back to normal, blog again become small again like tat.. haha..
life has changed ; 12:03 AM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
hav been out everyday ever since promos ended.. haha.. fri morning went play badminton den after tat went shir house watch the exorcist vcd n tv until 10.. today went zhan house play mj.. den tml gonna go kbox wif weirdos 1 n 4.. haha.. but i think i after kbox jiu go home le.. cos parents like not v happy i keep so early go out den v late den reach home.. haha.. mon most prob going out again.. so tml better b guai a bit.. haha..
today didnt eat dinner sia.. cos parents want me b back home by 10.. den we play till 9+ den they go eat dinner.. den i no choice hav to go home le.. but den cant let parents noe i havent eat.. hungry until dun feel hungry le.. haha.. so juz ate a slice of wholemeal bread, a packet of biscuits n a fruit bar.. haha..
i wanna noe wats deep in ur heart
life has changed ; 11:30 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
yeah~~~!! promos finally over le~~!! haha.. happy happy.. can throw away all the bks le! haha..went to town after the paper today.. was looking for des's present.. den saw them there.. haha.. den on our way into heeren tat time saw ys.. den shir's leg ruan diao.. haha..first time met quite a lot of ppl outside.. haha.. saw delia n gim's fren (forgot her name le.. haha.. ) n mad!! haha.. all also promos finish le.. haha.. den all those the group of fren will hav one is one of us noe also de.. haha..took neoprints.. tats where i met gin's fren n mad.. haha..went home quite early.. 8.30 jiu reach home le.. juz nice my 'wang zi bian qing wa' juz ended.. =/ tat one nice show leh.. although nv watch from the start.. but really v nice.. n although its acted by the 183 club which i dun really like.. haha.. but the story v sad n sometimes quite true.. haha.. v v sad leh.. they 2 together so happy so sweet.. although not really together yet la.. den how they save each other again n again.. but now dang ou(tats the name of the guy given by the gal after he lost his memory.. those who got watch will noe..) gonna gain back his memory n forget all about the happy times he spent wif her le.. he only remember her as a gal whom he finds v irritating.. den treat her v badly.. totally different from b4.. v v sad leh.. the gal like him so much le.. den he suddenly become like tat.. den she hav to suffer it all by herself.. when everything seemed so beautiful.. he has to b taken away from her.. haiz.. oh yah.. the 'bing shang han jiang' aka 'pride' also v nice.. juz realise it on tues.. but den gonna last episode le.. haha.. mu chun tuo zai v shuai~~ haha.. but main thing is the story also.. v nice also.. but v sad also leh.. a couple like each other a lot.. but they broke up cos the gal decided to go back to her bf (who went overseas i think.. n juz came back to find her).. but den she actually misses him a lot.. hmmm... dunno y.. i like getting more emotional le.. ha. issit gd or bad?如果你在,为什么我一直等不到你的简讯?你不在。因为那不是说给我听的吧...
life has changed ; 9:55 PM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
u make me seem like a somebody
n a nobody at the same time
den i guess i am juz a body
standing there
blocking ur way
sorry about tat
i wish i could get outta ur way
but my legs aint cooperating
this is where they wanna stay
despite others coming by to set me free
they wanna walk along wif u
no matter wat it takes
but
i've gotta b strong
i've gotta b determined
i've gotta get my legs to move
outta ur way
no matter how hard its gonna b
its time to move on
juz hope tat my legs will listen this time
n not turn back again
its time to say goodbye
but it aint gonna make any difference for u anyway i guess
u aint gonna hear me anyway
cos i'm juz a body
a foolish little object
a non-living thing
blocking ur way
n now
i'll juz b back to how it has always been for me
wandering about
aimlessly
waitin4nutin
take care
life has changed ; 10:07 AM

我不知道为什么这样
爱情不是我想象
就是找不到往你的方向
不知该怎么遗忘
站在雨里泪水在眼底
不知该往哪里去
心中千万遍不停呼唤你
不停疯狂找寻你
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道
那么多无奈
可不可以都重来
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该在这里等
待等你明白我给你的爱永远都不能走开
too bad 我只想爱你.. too bad for me.. if only u are like him...
life has changed ; 12:51 AM