Thursday, December 29, 2005
life has changed ; 1:46 AM
sianx.. disappointed.. nvm.. forgiven..
so quiet.. forget it.. given up.. leaving.. dun make me turn back again.. please..
life has changed ; 12:36 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
went sentosa for 6h gathering today.. tot i would b late but end up i'm the first.. haha.. den waited.. almost everyone has reached n i started calling those who were not there yet.. den.. bryan called n said he juz woke up.. den after tat he say not going le.. called jingxin.. he forgot tat he got something on today.. so also not coming le.. den yinghui say she forgot its today.. den also cannot make it le.. dotx.. but nvm la.. still got 9 ppl.. haha.. not bad le..
went to palawan beach.. started eating.. nothing much to eat also actually.. is potluck lunch la.. but we ended up having lotsa potato chips for lunch.. haha.. cos i was the only one who brought fishballs.. den xinhui brought almond jelly wif longan.. den the rest all bring potato chips n cookies.. haha.. den played a bit of vball.. realised we dun really noe how to play.. so played monkey wif it instead.. haha.. den xinhui went to buy a frisbee.. played ultimate frisbee.. kinda tiring sia.. cos kinda difficult to run on the sand.. haha.. den it started to rain.. got our stuffs n hid under a shelter which kinda stinked cos there's s few of those big bins behind.. haha.. so the rain went on n off several times.. so we went in n out of the shelter to play several times.. haha.. den most of them had to go off early.. left me xinhui rachel n edwin.. went over the bridge to the southern most part of asia.. haha.. den they went to swim while i looked after the stuffs.. couldnt swim also.. den they came back wif bites from little insects in the water.. den they went to bathe n went to hav dinner at harbour front.. andy joined us over there.. edwin kinda had the remaining potato chips as his dinner.. haha.. den after dinner.. xinhui n rachel went off first while me andy n edwin continued walking around harbour front.. den saw this pizza place called 'new york pizza'.. wa.. v tempting sia.. one big long triangle slice of pizza for $2.80 only.. andy bought one slice n i tried a bit.. the bread v crispy sia.. like biscuit like tat.. v nice.. haha.. next time muz try.. haha.. got pasta also.. looks not bad.. haha..
den was about to go home le.. was standing in the middle of nowhere.. somewhere near the xmas tree.. den juz stood there n chatted.. haha.. den around 8 den went home..
tot i didnt get tanned cos there wasnt much sun.. was raining most of the time.. den i bathing den realised actually me got a bit tanned.. haha.. cos can see the shape of my tank top.. haha.. den my feet can kinda see my slippers shape also.. haha.. my cheeks r pinkish.. haha..
life has changed ; 11:12 PM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
yesterday went kbox at marina square wif weirdos.. v ex sia.. one person $22.30.. cos was xmas eve.. no student package.. 3hrs only somemore.. haix.. nvm.. we had fun can le.. juz tat not enough only.. haha..
den after tat had dinner den went to esplanade.. there got these bell things where we can hang our wishes.. at first tot the tag need buy de.. den got someone there distributing.. so we took one each n went to the roof terrace first.. sat around this little lamp on the floor.. den wrote our wishes on the tag.. den started our gift xchange.. haha.. v funny.. lao da first.. den my turn.. den lao san.. n so on.. haha.. den open the presents.. put everything together under the lamp take photo.. like setting up a little stall sia.. haha.. can go n sell le.. haha.. den when we sort of finish taking photos of the presents le.. the lamp suddenly spoil n start going on n off.. suay leh.. there got so many of the lamps.. suay suay ours spoil.. den we quickly change to camp around another lamp.. haha..
den went back down to hang our wishes.. ours special.. cos is written in orange.. the rest r in black.. so if wanna find ours, juz look for the orange tags.. haha..
den actually wanted to take the bumboat for fun.. tats wat its called rite? bumboat.. haha.. anyway.. didnt take it in the end cos felt tat its not really worth it.. $3 will b gone in juz 10mins.. haha.. so we walked to fullerton instead n asked ppl to help us take photos..
reached home at around 11+.. sis not home yet.. didnt feel like sleeping also.. so stayed up to watch kungfu mahjong 2.. ate tidbits.. drank the choco liquor.. dunno y.. my mood at tat time already not v gd le.. den 4+am den sleep.. by tat time sis still not home yet.. dunno wat she's up to.. cant b bothered le..
woke up at 12+ today.. sis still not home.. saw mom preparing some chicken wings for dinner already.. tat means hav to hav dinner at home.. sian diao.. the time bu san bu si to go out le.. so stay at home rot.. whole afternoon watch tv.. finish drinking the last few mouths of the choco liquor.. den sis called home say not coming home for dinner.. den mom say dun wan cook le.. dotx.. zao zhi dao jiu go out le.. sianx.. went to bathe den went out for dinner at nearby coffeeshop wif parents.. things went well till my mom started commenting about all my frens on our way home.. so i juz ignored her completely n walked away.. ha.
this is how i spent my xmas day.. how memorable.. dotx..
.boulevard of broken dreams. wish not granted. wish will nv b granted.
life has changed ; 11:40 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
thankx gim for inviting us to ur xmas party!! u seriously didnt screw it up la.. haha..
thankx gim's parents for being such gd hosts too..
thankx gim for the shark toy.. haha.. i was wif u when u saw it for the first time loh.. haha.. n thankx for the little.. wats tat called? hang on hp de.. haha..
thankx c.yiting for the necklace.. v v nice.. n the card wif our photos.. haha.. v sweet of u.. i was smiling when i looked at it la.. haha..
oh yah.. c.yiting got mine in the gift xchange.. n she was there when i bought it.. so she noe wats it le.. haha.. so zhun got mine.. haha..
thankx gim's sis's bf for driving me home.. luckily they going to town.. if not i'll hav to take a cab home.. cos zhan n zai missed the last train n they had to take a cab home.. haha.. gd thing i'm not living in cck for once.. haha.. cos usually i'm the one who stays the furthest n most bu fang bian.. haha.. hmm.. actually is gd thing for the 2nd time la.. cos tat time after chalet also weijing's dad lombang me home.. haha.. thankx..
haha.. xmas is a season of thanking n welcoming.. haha..
life has changed ; 12:58 AM
Friday, December 23, 2005
for the first time.. u suan-ed me like how u would suan the rest.. haha..
life has changed ; 1:18 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
xmas is coming soon.. i noe its a v common phrase.. n its kinda impossible for it to b granted.. but.. all i want for xmas is you.. dear santa.. will u grant my wish for once? juz this once. i dun mind not having any wish granted for the rest of the years..
life has changed ; 11:13 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
ok.. i'm back wif more details of the chalet.. actually a bit more only la.. haha..
reached home at 8+am today.. thankx weijing n her dad for lombang-ing me home.. haha.. den slept from 9am till 6pm.. haha.. mom didnt wake me up for lunch.. i realise i didnt hav lunch for 2 days already.. haha.. hmmm.. wonder wat time will i sleep today.. my body clock totally opposite le sia.. cham.. hav to try to change back asap.. sch gonna reopen le.. haha..
kk.. chalet.. hmmm.. i finally rode on a bicycle after dunno how many years sia.. haha.. the last time i rode a bicycle was when i was only 2 years old ba.. my uncle taught me how to cycle.. den after tat.. cos my dad doesnt like cycling.. he didnt teach us how to cycle.. till now.. i still dunno how to cycle.. wanted to learn it this hols.. but den the hols gonna end soon i still havent find the time to learn.. haha.. so i rode a double bike wif ivan.. not bad leh.. double engine.. haha.. den i juz paddle can le.. everything let ivan control.. haha.. shiok leh.. juz sit there paddle.. blow wind.. haha.. but den leg still sour after tat.. haha..
den first nite whole nite play black jack.. me bet 20cents only.. haha.. juz play for fun dun wan play so big.. den when winning a bit already.. tried to increase my bet.. but den start to lose quite a lot.. actually not a lot la.. but den my original money a bit money ma.. lose a bit jiu near to negative le.. haha.. so better decrease back my bet to 20cents.. haha.. den in the end won around $1.50 only.. haha..
den 2nd nite rod came for the bbq.. den played black jack wif the guys.. they all bet super big sia.. den end up he won over hundred bucks sia.. crazy de.. he was v v lucky..
den shir like went crazy le.. haha.. play too much poker le sia.. nothing to do den she juz take a deck.. shuffle shuffle.. play black jack on her own.. haha.. den keep sing the la bi xiao xin elephant song.. haha.. need go mental hospital le.. haha..
hmmm.. wat else? oh yah.. the room got xbox.. but den we no game.. so zhan went to rent a car racing de game.. me really v lousy in this kinda games sia.. always lose control of the car de.. haha.. tats y next time grow up me sure cant drive real car de.. haha..
den got 4 free tix to either escape or wildwildwet.. ivan, afiq, zhan n jing went.. den the rest nothing to do.. all went to sleep.. me dun wan sleep.. cos sleep le jiu v difficult to wake up le.. so got zai to pei me play the xbox game.. haha..
i realise i didnt really eat much this 3 days leh.. haha..
hmmm.. nothing much to say le ba..
wonder wat i can do tml.. confirm hav to stay at home de.. study? do hw? hmmm.. c how first ba.. haha..
life has changed ; 11:31 PM
its 6am now n i juz woke up a few minutes ago.. now still at the chalet.. didnt sleep for the whole day on mon till.. hmmm.. i forgot wat time yesterday nite.. anyway.. had a whole bottle of barcardi to myself last nite n got a little giddy.. first time sia.. feels kinda.. hmmm.. not bad.. but den its not gd to get too drunk.. like someone.. kinda scary sia.. haha..
hmmm.. i dunno wat the hell m i feeling now.. jealousy? something like tat? i dunno.. haix.. nvm.. anyway.. this chalet kinda enjoyable afterall la.. although nothing much to do also.. haha...
now everyone's like stoning in the room.. waiting for time to pass n check out.. while ivan n afiq r enjoying their sleep.. haha..
life has changed ; 6:03 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005
most beautiful sunset and nite sky and view of s'pore i've ever seen.. was out at a balcony for the longest time ever..


life has changed ; 11:47 AM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
66th storey.. see everything down there v tiny.. i said..
"far sia.. jump down think sing fin a song then will reach" is the reply.. haha.. funny sia.. who will think of such a thing? haha..
juz wanna share this wif u all cos found it v funny.. haha.. =P
*the photos a lot a lot sia.. dunno which ones to post up n v time consuming.. so mayb next time when i v free den i upload some.. haha.. now kinda tired le.. i need to sleep! haha.. *
life has changed ; 12:19 AM
Friday, December 09, 2005
v eventful week this week.. here's a little summary.. haha..
mon.. went to town again to get c.yiting's present wif gim. den met up wif chua after tat n walked along orchard road..
tues.. went to xs house at johor wif xinhui n tingting.. shopped at city square.. den went to hav a look at malaysia's pasar malam.. its really a market.. sell vegetables fruits all those.. not like s'pore de.. went shopping at plaza pelangi n the giant there.. den went to this hawker centre for dinner.. bought lots of food from different stalls n ended up having too much to finish.. haha.. had a really full dinner.. da bao-ed those tat we couldnt finish.. den watched tv n played mj at the same time.. haha.. den halfway thru all hungry.. so took out those food tat we brought back to microwave n finished them for supper.. haha.. den mj play v slow.. play until xinhui n tingting wanna sleep le.. so they went back to the room while me n xs watched sky high.. hmmm.. the movie not bad la.. haha.. but not v gd either.. which is average la.. haha.. slept at around 3am i think.. den woke up the next day at around 10pm.. haha.. den had roti prata for breakfast.. den went to city square again to do more shopping b4 coming back to s'pore.. haha.. tats where i saw 2 guys from pj.. cos they were wearing the psi shirts.. haha.. didnt expect go until malaysia still can c pj ppl sia.. haha..
thurs.. went for the 13-ers' overnite stay at stamford hotel.. met up at taka's central for lunch.. den went to the room to put our bags.. 66th storey sia.. v nice view.. haha.. took lots of photos.. evan joined us later.. but once she reached.. she began taking photos non stop.. haha.. i'm receiving the photos from her now.. v big file.. haha.. den went to coffee club for dinner.. me whole day v cheesy sia.. haha.. lunch had baked cheese rice wif fillet.. dinner had baked chicken macaroni.. also cheesy cheesy de.. haha.. den walked back to the hotel.. den stayed in the room chat.. play cards.. sit at the balcony see scenery.. saw the sun set.. v nice.. den sat at the balcony from dark till the sky turned bright.. saw the whole process.. v nice also.. den the double decker buses n ppl down there all look so tiny.. reminds me of sims.. haha.. didnt sleep the whole nite.. slept at around 9am n woke up at 11.30am.. haha.. den till now nv sleep dao.. not bad sia.. haha.. but den i was dozing off while watching tv juz now.. haha.. but den now better le.. haha..
yup.. so its already fri nite now.. so fast.. gonna go for hair treatment at panjang wif my sis tml.. at a household de hairdresser.. should b quite cheap ba.. den my dad v gd sia.. told me n my sis to take $50 each for the treatment n keep watever's remaining.. hehe.. juz nice.. i gonna broke le.. den after tat think gonna go somewhere else tat has the body shop.. haha.. my sis wanna get something from there..
den sun.. hmmm.. think weijie they all want go kbox..
life has changed ; 10:04 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
haix.. something wrong wif my stupid msn.. either ppl talk to me but den cant b sent over.. or i'm online but ppl see me as offline.. so i muz talk to the person den he/she will noe tat i'm actually online.. y like tat? stupid leh..
hmmm.. i'm going over to malaysia tml.. meeting them at 11.15am at kranji... but den i forgot to change some money to malaysia currency!! arghhh.. stupid la.. wonder wat time does a money changer usually opens..
eating milo nuggets now.. i noe its not gd to eat at such a time.. esp when its something choclatey.. fattening.. but den.. i juz feel like eating.. haha.. i better drink lotsa water later.. haha..
my whole family now stuck in front of the tv watching da chang jin sia.. my aunt borrowed my mom de.. got 70 cds leh i think.. dunno watch till when sia.. haha..
hmmm.. busy week this week..
qi guai.. zhen me ni bu zai..?
life has changed ; 11:38 PM
forgot to mention tat i saw a lamborghini car on display at orchard rd yesterday.. super stylo sia.. too bad my hp cannot take photos.. arghh.. went to look at the lamborghini webby juz now.. v stylo also.. haha.. wa.. really v nice sia.. upload some pics here show u all.. haha.. but its not the same as the one i saw at orchard.. orchard de is black colour de.. n the model should b different also ba.. hehe.. nice sia.. dun think i'll ever get to sit in this kinda car..

life has changed ; 12:00 AM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
juz as i tot i'm alright already.. tears came flowing down my cheeks again.. haix.. i dunno y.. was going to bed after watching chicken little.. sitting on my bed.. listening to radio.. den it juz rolled out.. couldnt control it.. hmmm.. den suddenly had the urge to play mj the next day to kinda get it outta my mind.. but den.. aiya.. forget it..
been slacking the whole day today.. woke up at noon.. had lunch n watched mr n mrs smith at the same time.. den finally started planning my pri sch's gathering.. but den v difficult to find a day sia.. eliminate eliminate.. den left a few days only.. n out of those few days.. got one or two is i free.. but den is like b4 or after overnites those kind.. v tiring de leh.. den if consider some days tat i not free they sure wont agree de.. cos cant b i plan den dun go rite.. haix.. tough choice sia.. den now no 6h de ppl online to ask for suggestions.. hmm.. got one la.. but tat one tend to last min ps tat kind.. so forget it.. haix.. y muz i always b the one planning? 'cos i've always been the one planning. so easier. i'll help u.' yah yah.. things like tat.. but wat i'm hearing from ppl now r 'so the gathering how?'.. ok.. so u all get to enjoy it without having to worry about all the planning process.. yah.. tats how it should b.. n my job is to try my best to not dissappoint anyone n hope everything goes well..
sorry ah.. me kinda moody today.. some things i said might not sound v nice.. dun see it too seriously ah.. juz some random thoughts from the moody me..
life has changed ; 5:25 PM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
went orchard again today.. haha.. but this time is wif my cousin.. went shopping for her new year clothes.. den got this salesgal also 17 years old.. but den she sounded v experienced in sales sia.. den found out tat she's been working for 1 n a half years le.. cos she quitted sch.. hmmm.. this kind of life like not bad eh.. like v carefree like tat.. haha.. but it'll nv work for me.. cos i'm not gd in talking.. haha.. hmmm.. den i was talking to my cousin about some hair stuff.. den i mentioned tat a guy in our class highlighted his hair b4 op den kanna say by cher.. den walk walk a bit.. was looking at a performance behind cineleisure.. but not nice.. wanted to go off le.. turned around n saw someone v familiar.. took a 2nd look.. is zhenhui sia.. was juz talking about him den saw him.. haha.. he was wif his gf.. i think.. haha.. didnt see clearly.. bought a green striped tank top.. $11 only.. haha.. these few days like sell a lot of tank tops sia.. den the clothes like a lot is green, purple or brown de.. current trend issit? haha..
hmmm.. now my msn weird weird de sia.. i online.. but den appear offline to ppl.. so i muz talk to ppl den they noe i online.. but den is still appear offline.. hmmm... not first time like tat le leh.. but not bad eh.. can choose who i want to talk to.. haha.. but den actually no difference la.. cos even if i appear online also nobody come talk to me de.. haha..
hmmm.. kk.. me go watch chicken little le.. hehe..
life has changed ; 11:15 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
yeah! finally got a dvd player le! muahahaha.. cousin bought lotsa dvds.. can borrow n watch them at home le! hehe.. den last time all those mtv dvds tat come wif the music cds also can watch le.. haha.. so happy.. the dvd player v stylo leh.. super slim sia.. $56 only.. bought from akira de warehouse sale.. hehe.. yea yea.. gonna watch either mr n mrs smith or kungfu mahjong later.. hehe.. next time u guys can come my house watch dvd lo.. can karaoke also.. i got one mike at home.. haha.. =x but dun think will sing la.. haha.. my house not sound proof.. haha..
life has changed ; 11:33 PM