Tuesday, February 28, 2006
it took me so long to realise.. ball games juz aint for me.. no matter how hard i tried.. i still cant get it.. ok.. mayb i didnt try hard enough.. but no point trying so hard when its not noticed anyway.. nvm..
the same applies to me liking you..
life has changed ; 7:54 PM
Monday, February 27, 2006
firstly, i would like to thank the guy sitting behind me on bus 67 when i was on my way home juz now.. thank him for kicking my chair at the v right time.. if not i would hav ended up at 6th avenue instead of home.. haha.. thankx ah..
fd3!! wa.. v gross sia.. haha.. but its a muz watch!! haha.. finally got to use my movie voucher b4 it dues date.. haha..
.my.story.goes.on.without.you.
life has changed ; 6:50 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
saw this at gim's blog.. gave it a try.. n this is wat i got..
full of bees? hmmm.. interesting.. there's more..
YiHan --
[noun]:
A human transformer (Robot in disguise) |
YiHan --
[noun]:
A person with a sixth sense for detecting the presence of goblins |
YiHan --
[noun]:
A person who makes a living suing celebrities
|
YiHan --
[noun]:
A person who falls into an outhouse and dies |
YiHan --
[noun]:
A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever
|
YiHan --
[noun]:
A hard-core grave robber
|
YiHan --
[noun]:
A hermit living in the big city |
woa.. so i'm a robotic hermit full of bees that lives in the big city, but likes to dig up graves cos i'm actually a poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever. My job is to sue celebrities and i can sense the presence of goblins. Eventually, i'll fall into an outhouse and die.. wat else? wat's an outhouse btw? haha..
life has changed ; 12:08 AM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
argghhh... i'm a slacker!!! die~~~ how? when will the mugger in me come out? i juz cant get myself to really sit down to do work..
life has changed ; 6:01 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
lots of stuffs to do over this weekend.. really a lot sia.. but i'm still slacking now.. cant do work on fri nite de leh.. if do work confirm will start dozing off de.. so might as well slack.. haha.. hope can finish watever tats supposed to b done this weekend.. hmmm.. dun think should go out for movie le..
the sight n sound of her juz pisses me off.. its getting worse than ever.. i may b biased.. watever..
life has changed ; 8:46 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
seriously.. everything has become a mess.. almost everything.. y cant ppl juz think n see things sensibly? hmmm.. kinda felt better after saying everything out.. but den it has made me think even deeper.. i wonder if it will ever b solved..
anyway.. i bought a new water bottle today.. $14.. kinda expensive.. but den.. heck.. juz wanna get a new one.. gim noes y.. ha. ..
its been 2 weeks...cos it still hurts.
.dun wanna b hurt no more.
.leaving everything behind.
life has changed ; 9:54 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
been bathing in the dark for the past few days.. cos toilet light bulb spoil.. haha.. den dad didnt hav the time to change it.. i wanted to change it yesterday.. but mom didnt trust me to do it.. but today she decided to let me give it a try.. haha.. n i figured out how to change the light bulb!! so proud of myself.. haha.. finally can bathe wif some light le.. haha.. ok la.. changing of light bulb is chicken feet for guys la.. but i nv had the chance to change it myself.. now i noe how easy it is.. haha.. yeah~~ yihan saves the nite!! yihan saves the toilet!! haha..
hmmm.. mr rajaratnam.. is this how its spelt? anyway.. cos he juz passed away today.. now 93.3fm is playing all those songs without lyrics those kind.. not bad la.. something different from usual.. but some v sad.. hmmm.. the dj can slack!! haha..
.things.will.nv.b.the.same.again.
.ppl.change.
.u've.changed.
.i've.changed.hav.i.not?.
life has changed ; 10:44 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
090206
the day i went away
life has changed ; 10:37 PM
曲名:
任性 歌手:
孙燕姿 专辑:
风筝喜欢听歌 感人的歌
它让我觉得 爱是对的
睡不着 我就醒着 喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一些心得 得不到 我就放掉
不再让日子被打乱了 寂寞很吵 我很安静
情绪很多 我很镇定
因为投入 所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒 固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果 终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避 让感情犯错 承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动 当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要 从混乱解脱
喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一些心得 得不到 我就放掉
不去触碰到我的需要
喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我觉得爱是对的
hmmm.. suddenly feel like translating it to english.. haha.. pardon me if it ruins the song.. haha.. here it goes..
Stubborn
Like to listen to songs / Touching songs / It makes me feel that love is right
Can't sleep / Just stay awake / Like to sing / Emotional songs
It gives me some attainment / Can't get it / I just let go
Not letting it mess up my life / Lonely's noisy / I'm quiet
Lots of emotions / I'm calm / Gave up / Because I gave my heart into it
Don't wish to be awaken in pain again / Is reluctance considered a stubborn request
One might not get what you want even though you gave your heart and soul / You still chose to let go in the end
Escape / Let the feelings go wrong / Is a promise considered a stubborn request
We should'nt get moved easily / When love loses itself loses compromise
Only want to / Get out of the mess / Like to sing / Emotional songs
It gives me some attainment / Can't get it / I just let go
Not touching my needs / Like to sing / Emotional songs
It makes me feel that love is right
ok.. i sux at translating.. haha..
life has changed ; 4:08 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
watched pink panther today.. v funny.. haha.. tat guy v dumb la.. haha.. *newspaper!* haha..
life has changed ; 11:29 PM
hmmm.. today after sch rain v heavily.. den around 6 like tat den manage to leave sch.. den the bus all v crowded.. reached home at 6.40.. supposed to meet at 7 at lot1's pizza hut.. so went home quickly bathe n went out.. took the train instead.. faster.. reached cck at 7.30.. but den when i was about to alight from the train.. shir called me n said we all going bukit timah de pizza hut instead.. wa.. sian diao leh.. rush here rush there.. den finally reach cck le.. den hav to go back again.. haix.. but den after all the whole thing was fun la.. even ms chong also started suan-ing ppl.. haha.. den everyone was almost laughing all the way.. haha.. thankx ms chong for the treat!! =) wanted to play pool after tat de.. but den quite late le.. everybody went home..
hmmm.. our class blog still not really completed yet.. see le a bit gao wei.. haha.. mayb if i got time i'll go add some stuffs inside.. haha...
life has changed ; 12:13 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
haha.. o5s12 got a class blog!! cool!! but not really done yet.. haha.. the password v v random la.. haha.. n ms chong's gonna treat us to pizza hut tml.. but den she's only paying half.. if not she'll go bankrupt.. haha.. hmmm.. guess tml will b quite a slack n fun day ba.. haha..
life has changed ; 9:29 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
ok. i noe le.. haix.. expected de la.. had been a fool all these while.. ha. had a folder in my hp which contained smses from him.. but i juz deleted the whole folder. haha.. big accomplishment sia.. haha..
worse v day ever.. but i'll b stronger.. i'll b fine.. it juz takes time..
happy v day!!
life has changed ; 11:33 PM
> >> >>>CANCER WOMAN> >> >>>> >> >>>> >> >>>
When she is in love, she will act both ways. First,
Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if it is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.
She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt.
In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac.
She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better! be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.
She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting". When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God".
She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money.
She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.
She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman. She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because
she can change mood 4 times a day.
She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.
The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally. She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate". She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it. The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.
life has changed ; 11:20 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
py showed me this video tat really cheered me up.. v funny.. haha.. thankx py.. =)
http://youtube.com/player.swf?video_id=vEWLwz6JRNE&l=357some more juz for the bored.. all from the same 2 person.. a lot sia.. haha..
http://youtube.com/w/two-chinese-boi--bu-de-bu-ai?v=UHjBwjvidQ0&search=bu%20de%20bu%20aihttp://youtube.com/w/tonghua-mv?v=kamjDBBXTyQ&search=tong%20huahttp://youtube.com/w/Backstreet-Boys-%22As-Long-As-You-Love-Me%22-Awesome...Awesome..?v=YM_k6om2Euohttp://youtube.com/w/two-chinese-boi--i-want-it-that-way?v=bKRO_NDYzro&search=chinese%20boi%20funnyhttp://youtube.com/watch?v=y5YCI_gHo5ohttp://youtube.com/watch?v=uBvdb64r4A8http://youtube.com/w/two-chinese-boi-%E5%88%86%E5%BC%80%E6%97%85%E8%A1%8C?v=CjwIPvUhV5Uhttp://youtube.com/w/two-chinese-bois--get-down?v=L3STeOpULTohttp://youtube.com/w/two-chinese-boi-superstar?v=8eZU79zLmM0bryan showed me this violent one.. haha..
http://www.youtube.com/w/soccer-violence-compilation?v=4aF8Gq4-iiw&search=soccer%20violenceand the disgusting steven lim's aids prevention video..
http://www.stevenlim.net/AIDScommercial.wmvjay chou's huo yuan jia.. haha..
http://youtube.com/w/jay-%E9%9C%8D%E5%85%83%E7%94%B2?v=RbVOlV-gufQzhang xue you and xu hui xin's liu xing xia de yuan..
http://youtube.com/w/%E5%BC%B5%E5%AD%B8%E5%8F%8B%2B%E8%A8%B1%E6%85%A7%E6%AC%A3%7E%E6%B5%81%E6%98%9F%E4%B8%8B%E7%9A%84%E9%A1%98-%E5%AE%8C%E6%95%B4%E7%89%88MV?v=XrXGnl0nWUskk.. a lot le sia.. haha..
life has changed ; 9:33 PM
arghhh.. gals stuffs almost settled.. now is the guys.. headache ahh.. dunno wat to get for them sia.. think think think..... no time le..
life has changed ; 2:57 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
hmmm.. seems like everyone's getting stressed up.. well.. almost everyone.. including me... haix.. i need a break... hmmm.. actually i'm giving myself too much break tat i'm getting stressed cause i dun hav enough time for studies due to my poor time management.. haha.. hmmm... i need to be more hardworking.. start pia-ing!! i hope i can.. haha.. jiayou everyone!! dun get too stressed up k? =)
life has changed ; 11:30 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
haix... few more days to v dae.. it has always been a friendship day for me.. dunno should giv my class everybody something anot.. hmmm.. see how first ba.. see if i got the time n mood to do.. haha... hmmm... wat can i do on tat day? oh yah.. can watch fearless le.. i can use my tat movie voucher.. den can watch for free.. haha..
.hope is lost.
life has changed ; 7:42 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
hmmm.. smiley face.. who r u? dun remain anonymous leh.. haha.. =)
life has changed ; 9:00 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
ahhhh.. i'm losing my voice... haha...
life has changed ; 3:25 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
hmmm.. i ok le. but den now is my sis turn to b sick.
was on my way home when mom called me n say sis is down wif fever. shock dao sia.. she was perfectly alright de. den dunno y today go sch suddenly not feeling well. was 39.5degrees when she was at the doc. den doc say is a more severe kind of flu. hmmm.. but den she no flu leh.. anyway, she's given the tamiflu medicine.. woa.. make it seem like bird flu like tat sia.. but den is not la..
doc only gave her 2 days of mc.. which is today n tml.. dun think will b enough loh.. hmmm.. but den over the weekend should b ok le ba.. juz now help her massage can feel the heat from her body sia.. she more sick than me loh..
hope she gets well soon..
life has changed ; 6:57 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
.saddened.
life has changed ; 2:25 PM
29.1.06 first day of CNY
1st thing in the morning, diarrhea. sianx.
ate medicine. den whole day no prob.
was on the expressway. saw buses 190 n 985.at tat moment, i tot of u.was hoping tat i could juz somehow see u in one of the cars passing by.i noe its v impossible n v stupid of me.but i was juz hoping.anything is possible.tot no prob le.
reach home 1st thing diarrhea again.
den at nite started having fever.
30.1.06 second day of CNY
1st time fainted.
1st time in ambulance.
2nd time in hospital.
1st time on wheelchair.
AH W5 B22
LIN Y H
English
FALL PRECAUTION
plans for tues cancelled. sianx.
no bai nian-ing wif frens n mj for this CNY.
so bored.
tv is shared. cant watch watever channel i want.
brought all my hw along.
it would b great if my frens were to visit.
but non of them knew. didnt want them to noe.
cos i'm alright le.
juz hospitalised to make sure i'm ok.
hmmm. hospital is full of weird ppl. haha.
10.16pm.waited. but to no avail.disappointed. haix.31.1.06 third day of CNY
doc said i can b discharged at 4pm if no more probs.
did the gp readings while waiting for doc to confirm.
12.43pm.
i was accused by a mentally disabled patient of drinking her water. ha.
i was juz pouring my drink. den she saw.
den she started telling me not to drink her water in dialect.
still say i v daring. dare to drink her water. haha.
dun care her. haha.
wait v long sia.
doc 5+ den discharge me.
he didnt even check me again la. juz sign den ok le.
make me wait so long. sianx.
got 2 days of mc.
dunno if wanna go sch on wed anot.
hmmm.
1.2.06 back to sch
but i decided to stay at home.
having diarrhea again.
yesterday whole day no prob loh.
den today diarrhea again. sianx. didnt get the medicine from hospital.
oh yah. yest not long after i fell asleep, had a v stupid dream.
i was laughing in the dream.
but den i really laughed out in my sleep sia.
den sis heard. asked me wat i dreamt of. haha.
v weird la the dream. dunno wat on earth it means. ha. hmmm. its been v long since i last had a real laugh.after telling my sis my dream, dunno y, i juz started to tear.hmmm.
hmmm. tats all ba.
more details in my notebk. haha.
hope my diarrhea ends soon.
i miss u all.
u dun care.
life has changed ; 9:19 AM