Wednesday, February 01, 2006
29.1.06 first day of CNY
1st thing in the morning, diarrhea. sianx.
ate medicine. den whole day no prob.
was on the expressway. saw buses 190 n 985.at tat moment, i tot of u.was hoping tat i could juz somehow see u in one of the cars passing by.i noe its v impossible n v stupid of me.but i was juz hoping.anything is possible.tot no prob le.
reach home 1st thing diarrhea again.
den at nite started having fever.
30.1.06 second day of CNY
1st time fainted.
1st time in ambulance.
2nd time in hospital.
1st time on wheelchair.
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plans for tues cancelled. sianx.
no bai nian-ing wif frens n mj for this CNY.
so bored.
tv is shared. cant watch watever channel i want.
brought all my hw along.
it would b great if my frens were to visit.
but non of them knew. didnt want them to noe.
cos i'm alright le.
juz hospitalised to make sure i'm ok.
hmmm. hospital is full of weird ppl. haha.
10.16pm.waited. but to no avail.disappointed. haix.31.1.06 third day of CNY
doc said i can b discharged at 4pm if no more probs.
did the gp readings while waiting for doc to confirm.
12.43pm.
i was accused by a mentally disabled patient of drinking her water. ha.
i was juz pouring my drink. den she saw.
den she started telling me not to drink her water in dialect.
still say i v daring. dare to drink her water. haha.
dun care her. haha.
wait v long sia.
doc 5+ den discharge me.
he didnt even check me again la. juz sign den ok le.
make me wait so long. sianx.
got 2 days of mc.
dunno if wanna go sch on wed anot.
hmmm.
1.2.06 back to sch
but i decided to stay at home.
having diarrhea again.
yesterday whole day no prob loh.
den today diarrhea again. sianx. didnt get the medicine from hospital.
oh yah. yest not long after i fell asleep, had a v stupid dream.
i was laughing in the dream.
but den i really laughed out in my sleep sia.
den sis heard. asked me wat i dreamt of. haha.
v weird la the dream. dunno wat on earth it means. ha. hmmm. its been v long since i last had a real laugh.after telling my sis my dream, dunno y, i juz started to tear.hmmm.
hmmm. tats all ba.
more details in my notebk. haha.
hope my diarrhea ends soon.
i miss u all.
u dun care.
life has changed ; 9:19 AM