Tuesday, May 23, 2006
too much. too much workload. too much sacrifices. sacrificed my break time, after sch time, hw time. sacrificed my studies. juz bcos of the stupid video. flunked my phy skill A partly cos of it too. damn it. its taking up too much of my time. tot its done. but keep having changes to make. cos different teachers different requests. wat the. y cant they juz giv me wat exactly they want n let me put it together since our tastes r different n i hav to follow theirs. den hav to keep bringing the damn heavy sch laptop home n back to sch again n again. sick n tired of it already. juz wanna b over n done wif it. guess i'll b stepping out of the SVA competition already. cant sacrifice anymore of my study time. but i'll still b attending the talk n passing down the info to the j1s. y was i such a perfectionist? i should hav juz anyhow cut the video n all these wouldnt hav happened. but wats the point of spending so much money if i were to juz waste my time away during the course? haix. anyway. i'm juz too worn out.
life has changed ; 7:05 PM
